I was questioned and suspected, it got me thinking.

I think I learnt from that point, and grew up ever since.

Standing at my perspective from 2 years ago, I could never see how I would be standing at today. I have changed so much.

I wouldn’t ever imagine myself having 4 part time jobs – 2 days per week internship and  privately tutoring 3 university students + 2 high shcool students, ever.

My jobs took too much time off me. I have so little time on assignments and projects, I feel exhausted,  so I decided to quit my night and far high school tuitions.

I wouldn’t ever imagine myself insulated from games so completely. I haven’t touched any games for so long, sometimes I miss them, but I know what I should be doing.

My lifestyle changed, I’m not a boy with nothing to worry any more.

I have a lot of things to consider now, and I can’t believe I like it.

I enjoy being filled and busy, not just because it lets me feel safe and meaningful. I think it’s the difference makes me so, the difference between where I can be and where I’m at now. I feel like every single bit of hard work today will result me a huge difference in my future, I can see my exponentially growing life curve, it’s the gradient I’m increasing today that will make all the shoot outs.

Busyness kept me silenced, I’m running out of time of doing a lot of things, and it’s going to last a period, please forgive me.